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Maaan. :| [18 Jul 2008|12:46am]
[ mood | tired ]

Oki just died. He'd been being way more sedated than normal over the past week, and today he started gasping with mouth and gills. Did a water change, but he didn't show any improvement at all. Just found him floating head-up when I went to power my computer back on after the short power-outage we had.

No signs of infection on him, or parasites, or anything visible, anyways, which is a bit comforting. Maybe he was just old - they don't live all that long, after all. He spent a little over five months with me, and who knows where he'd been before that.

Oh well. Time to let the tanks sit empty for another while, I guess.

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Internet and Speech Questionnaire! [16 Jul 2008|12:46am]
HAY GUYS.

Help out a poor losery student? :D

This questionnaire that I have been speaking of, I finally got it set in stone today and sent it off to the host of folk from Metaquotes that asked for it, but I wants more data that may not be quite so biaaaased, or something.

So! If any of you feel the urge to suddenly respond to questions about your habits on the internet and in speech, please to be filling out my questionnaire, yes?

YOU CAN HAS QUESTIONNAIRE )
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I almost forgooooot! [15 Jul 2008|09:00pm]
Comment on this post and I will choose seven interests from your profile. You will then explain what they mean and why you are interested in them. Post this along with your answers in your own journal so that others can play along.

I got tagged by [info]chriseh a couple weeks back, but I totally forgot to do my answers. :\

I HAS ANSWERS )
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Yikes. [14 Jul 2008|02:35pm]
Sorry, Sony. You just totally lost this generation's console war.

Of the three super-hyped, exclusive games that were supposed to spike sales of the PS3 - GTA4, MGSIV: Guns of the Patriots, and FFXIII - only one of them remains exclusive.

Yep, that's right. Final Fantasy XIII was just announced to be getting a simultaneous launch on the 360.

*waves bye-bye to the ugly black thing*
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[13 Jul 2008|10:59pm]
I always have to wonder, when I eat from a bag of party mix, who the hell decided to invite the pretzels? I mean, the Doritos, they're okay. Kinda cheesy and fake zesty, but okay. Same thing going for the Cheetos things - they're not the awful styrofoam packing beads vaguely flavoured like corn, so they're acceptable. Sun Chips, man, I love me some Sun Chips.
But then you get to the pretzels, and they're just... salty. And dry. If these pretzels were at an actual party, they would be the chaperone, or something; they're completely and totally blocking access to a party in my mouth.

In other news, my fingertips have dyed themselves orange and I have a third of a bag of pretzels. Anyone want some?

(ALSO, I'm totally making up for lost time or something with the blogging. Sheesh.

...Well, either that, or procrastinating on finishing up the questionnaire. Foo.)
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[13 Jul 2008|09:03pm]
I sometimes get the idea that the guys at Impact don't like me very much - which is kind of silly, as most of them (save for Jesse) really don't know me - but I still get to thinking it every now and then. Sometimes it's when they leave the place really, really messy - the kitchen, for example - without any attempt at cleaning the place up.

Well, that was the case tonight, along with the notable absence of a cheque. Friday was payday; there should've been something there for me. Nope.

When I went to clean up the kitchen, I found my timesheet from the past two weeks lying facedown on the floor, underneath a counter. :\

I find it hard to believe it wasn't done delibrately, since those timesheets are all stuck in a clipboard that sits on one of the tables. Why would they just randomly dislodge mine?

Those 30 or 40 bucks would've helped out at this point, as I'm so broke after paying tuition and need to get more meds sometime this week, and now I'll have to borrow money from Mom to do that until I actually get that cheque.

Sigh. Thanks, guys. :\
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OMG it's a unicorn blog! [12 Jul 2008|04:36pm]
Oogh. I can hardly move, so what better time than to sit down and actually write a decent bit, eh?

Life has been a rather nutso-worthy whirlwind as of late. I literally haven't stopped moving since about the beginning of June. It's getting to the point where I'm going to need a fall vacation, or something, to get over summer... Not that I actually have time for vacations any time soon, feh.

I had my first big show for belly dancing - well, two smaller ones and one big one, anywhoo. There's a student night held between a few teachers at the end of June every year, whereupon all the students get up at a restaurant and strut their stuff. Nerve-wracking to the extreme, but pretty fun, and I did pretty well in my four major numbers - even got the veil over my head properly during the back-bend in Kecharitomene, and it hadn't done that ever, before, hehe. Additionally, my tummy-pudge behaved during the night, and I was most pleased about that. I think the costume treated it just right, aye. Might post pictures later.
The smaller 'shows' were at a hafla - a kind of Middle-Eastern dance party, so just in front of a bunch of dancers for the most part - and a small demonstration held at the local country fair thing. They were before the student night, so it was good to get a little experience in beforehand. I'm taking a break from the dancing for now, just while I'm so busy - probably go back at it come fall.

School's been keeping me hopping. In one of the classes, there are weekly assignments - and they take about six hours each to do, plus fifty pages of reading to understand what it is we're supposed to be doing. It's getting a little wearing, especially with the topics that they're on - optimality theory is a giant constraint satisfaction problem, but we're given very little help in identifying what the constraints are supposed to be. Barrel of monkeys, I can tell yer. There will be some criticisms on my course evaluation of /this/ one, oh yes.
Syntax isn't going so bad - but then, I like syntax - and neither is Socioling, if only because I've seen most of the material before. The problem with that class is the term paper that's coming up, and the associated research I have to do for it - gathering my own data. My topic's on the Interwebs and how it's changing the way people speak - so I've got a questionnaire that I need to finish up and send out to my recruited guinee pigz. Also will record my brother's WoW guild at raid and see if there's anything interesting there.
Then there's phonetics, where the class material and the homework assignments are entirely unrelated, and she seems to have an almost at-random scheme for deciding where things are wrong on said assignments - almost contradictory, at times. Marks've been slipping in that course, since I kind of gave up caring around midterm time, and haven't really had time to care since.
The good news, at least, is that if I pass these four courses, my next semester will be my last one - I was in to see the advisor on Wednesday, and it turned out my calculations were identical to hers.

I also just spent the last month planning a beer garden for the CSSS - it was discussed a few months ago that maybe having one would be a good idea, so I kind of spearheaded the entire thing and got it to happen. Such a runaround of paperwork and bullcrap, lemme tell you! We had the actual thing last night, and it went pretty well - there was fooding, drinking, and people seemed to have a pretty good time. Now I just have to deal with the leftover bullshit, along with writing a report so that anyone who tries to make one in the future will not make the same mistakes I did (the society had never done one before, so this was an entirely new experience). The bestest thing to deal with, I'm sure, will be getting facilities management to back down from their bill - we had to fence in the liquor-serving area per university regulations, which was no problem, except that facilities wants to charge us over 800 dollars for the set-up and take-down, which is nuts - they're complaining because they had to haul the fencing panels upstairs into the gardens where we were hosting the event, and needed four guys over three hours each way to do it, but it could've easily been done in one hour with two guys and a pickup truck, which facilities has in spades.
Idiots.
If we can get that bill negated (or get some help from the SFSS), then we'll probably have even managed to break even with our budget.
I will be entirely too glad when all the crap to do with this thing is done with - never again. At least I'll probably have made myself a shoo-in for the CSSS scholarship with this, which I will need.
The garden, by the by, is why I'm so sore right now - my shoulders and back are killing me, but not the usual stress-pain. Oh, no, this is a 'you lifted way damn too much, you stupid girl' pain. We were all workhorses yesterday, carrying beer and boxes of equipment back and forth everywhere, and now I'm paying for it.

Turns out I'm broke, ehe. Had to borrow a grand from my mom in order to pay this semester off. I have no real debt otherwise, which is kind of something to be saying after five years of university, but still. I need to find a job, and quick, but I've just had no time to look lately - and the few resumes I did manage to submit I never got a response for. Boo.

So, now I just have to worry about tying up those loose ends, get my stupid class stuff done - first things first, that questionnaire - and I might be okay.

Thankfully, it hasn't been all purely-stressful things going on - although there was the fight between my mom and dad that ended with the cops over, but whatever - there's been some fun (if stressful because of little time) things going on, too.
Travis and I were down to Seattle about a month back to see Avenue Q - that's the Broadway show with the puppets and the origin of the song "The Internet is for Porn". The show was a hoot, and the entire theatre was in stitches at times. You've never heard such a roar of approval go up when the finale's line of "George Bush is only for now" was sang - it was awesome. I totally itched to see how the set was put together, but alas, sneaking up during intermission probably would've been frowned upon.
The only kinda crappy thing about the trip was the hour or so we sat at customs waiting for the US border folk to finish inspecting Trav's truck - apparently they don't see a lot of propane vehicles, or something. Also, the interstate is awful and concrete and bumpy, and I don't understand how Americans drive repeatedly on those things.

I've also been trying to squish in time to RP and work on RPs in the meantime, too - DexNet is almost ready to begin accepting applications, thankfully; managed to get Hoenn's info all done, Guin's done Kanto, and we seem to have most of the general game information posts done too. Just need to get Johto (which Peter was supposed to do, but I dunno what happened there) up, and we'll be good to go. I still need to work on Sinnoh, myself, but we won't have that region open at the beginning of the game, so it's probably okay if it's a little bit late - I did finally get the userinfos all done, which was a celebration of sorts.

I've also been having fun in Furc lately with a new friend, someone I bumped into with Icy a month or two back. It turns out she just 'inherited' a dream from the player of her character's brother, so now we're fixing it up and making it all spiffy - a lot of things had gotten broken in it during the last update, like floors being made unwalkable and such. She doesn't know much about patchwork or DS or anything, but I've got the rudiments from working at AKP, so it should turn out okay. We still dunno what the place's purpose will be yet, besides our characters' homes, but...

And, finally, I managed to get a shiny new laptop in the past month, a little Asus Eee 900. I'm typing this thing from it as we speak. I really like it - it's tiny, but does just what I need it to, and even though I'm not too familiar with Linux, I've managed to get it to do what I want thus far. I've only even had to restore it after completely fucking it up once, so far! :D (Turns out Xandros does not like WINE 1.0, or something; I somehow managed to break most of KDE while trying to install it.)

Aaanyways, it's about time I go and get some work done on DexNet or the HoC or that questionnaire, or something.
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Another letter, minus caps! [10 Jul 2008|03:02am]
Dear Heath Ledger,

Your final movie isn't out yet, and already I'm sick of hearing about you being the Joker and seeing people with 'vandalized' icons apeing the ridiculous-looking makeup you wear during the course of it.

I can already see that my view on this movie is going to be very similar to views I held on Pirates of the Caribbean (and still do; they were really nothing special, after all that hype).

GTFO of my interwebs and take your fanpeople with you. You can let Jack back in at any time.

-Me

Calling Kefka lame. These ingrates!
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Capslock letter time! [09 Jul 2008|12:11pm]
DEAR AMERICAN FRIENDS,

IT TURNS OUT THAT THE '.COM' AND '.CA' DOMAINS ARE TOTALLY DIFFERENT.

PLEASE DO NOT BE INTERCHANGING THEM WHEN SENDING ME E-MAIL. PLEASE TYPE THE E-MAIL EXACTLY AS I TOLD YOU IT WAS. I WILL NOT RECEIVE YOUR E-MAIL IF YOU DECIDE THAT '.CA' MUST BE WRONG AND DOES NOT EXIST.

IT IS NOTHING PERSONAL (ALTHOUGH I DO THINK YOU'RE KIND OF STUPID FOR DOING IT), IT IS JUST THE WAY THE INTERWEBS WORKS.



DEAR CANADIAN 'FRIENDS',

COUNTRYMEN MIGHT BE A BETTER WORD, BUT ANYWAY.

PLEASE TO BE REMOVING YOUR COLLECTIVE HEADS FROM YOUR ASSES REGARDING THE WHOLE MORGENTALER THING. HE DESERVES IT, AND UNTIL YOU A) ALL GROW UTERII, B) ACKNOWLEDGE THAT YOU REALLY DON'T CARE ABOUT THE WOMEN ANYWAYS AND THE FETUSES (NOT BABEEZ) ARE MORE IMPORTANT AND C) ARE WILLING TO TAKE IN THOSE UNWANTED FETUSES WHEN THEY TURN INTO BABIES, YOU SHOULD NOT SAY SHIT ABOUT IT.

MORONS.

(In other news, I may actually post a real blog sometime this week.)
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CRAP ON A STICK [03 Jul 2008|06:01pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

I have been rather naughty since I got my R4.

I will only be buying one DS game this year.

AND IT WILL BE THIS ONE.

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Yikes. [27 May 2008|10:38pm]
Hey, you arteesty people on my friendslist; dunno whether you've seen this or not, but it's worth getting it out there:

Worst contract ever.
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Rrrgh. [20 May 2008|08:21pm]
Rantyrant )

Ahem.

Other than that, life's been okay recently. Back to class for a few weeks, although just about all of my classes are giantly boring (socioling's looking okay, aside from the whole research paper thing) and full of stupid people who force the instructors to go at a snail's pace. I'm about ready to choke one guy in my phonetics class.

Also, the heat wave we had over the weekend was kind of nuts. I almost have a tan, now. And the thunderstorm this morning was really neat, even if it did wake me up with the first kaboom at five o'clock this morning. I watched it for a bit, before rolling over and - not actually getting back to sleep 'cause that was about when the sky opened up and flooded the streets. Hehe.

But I must stop the ranting and get back to homework. Although the four-day constant weekend is really nice (even though I have to find a job pretty shortly), it kinda means that all my assignments are due right around the same period of time. Bleh.
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What. :| [22 Apr 2008|12:59am]
Most people who've been playing Okami-Wii have said it's quite awesome. There's a bunch of niggling over graphic details (it's brighter on the Wii, less parchment filter) and control scheme (awesome brushwork, not so awesome combat according to some), but whatever. I was still hyped to play.

And I still am, I guess, but... They took out the credits sequence and the epilogue. No 'Reset' and scrolling montage. No final words from the narrator. It just ends right after you get your prizes and save for the last time.

Word is that the old Clover team didn't want their names on the game, but it's unconfirmed so far.

Man. It's such a small thing, but it's so disappointing all the same.
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*fireworks dance* [16 Apr 2008|12:41pm]
[ music | Tamaya's Theme - Okami OST ]

It kind of saddens me that poor Okami gets no TV commercials, again, but at least this time I've actually seen evidence of promotion - DeviantArt's having an official-y art contest for the game. I'd enter, but alas, I can only do stick figures! And what do I need with another Wii, anywhoo? XD

Got marks back for the three courses of which I do not have finals for - pleasantly surprised that I got an A+ in 376. I knew I was going to make the B- that I needed to get my minor, but I wasn't thinking it was going to be that high. Figures, first A+ I get in five years of taking courses is in the last CMPT course I take. XD
Got an A in linguistic argumentation, too, which is kinda cool, considering it was supposed to be a hard course. B+ in morphology, nothing special there.

I should really start studying for my 360 final, though. My only one, and it's not 'til nearly the end of the exam period, sigh.

I gotted a betta-fish over the weekend - he's all iridescent blue in his body, with red fins. Not show quality by any means, but I think he's pretty. He seems to be pretty healthy and happy, too - keeps working on a big bubble nest in the left side of his tank. I've just got him in a 1/2 gallon thinger for now, but I may yet move him to the 3 gallon. Just haven't figured out whether or not I want to set it up, yet.

Aha, there he goes blowing bubbles again. <3 I have to think of a name for him, still, though. Sigh, fish!

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*flops* [07 Apr 2008|11:56pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]

Tada. Finished my last paper 15 minutes ago and submitted it - 15 minutes before the due date, mind! I didn't leave it quiiiiite 'til the last second~ XD

That's mostly it for this term, thankfully. I've got an exam for 360 on the 18th, but that's plenty of time to go back and re-read crap.

Now I can finally get back to doing things that don't involve furiously typing on a computer!

Like... RPing. Yeah. Um. Heh.

But first, things to do now that I have freedom: coin run for the society, learning the new treasurer all the shit, get my passport renewed, start going to the gym again, finish Guin's hat! And my socks.

We'll see where stuff goes from there. First things first, though? Sleep. I've only had two hours of it in the past forty.

*conks over*

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weep weep [06 Apr 2008|11:48pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

I don't really have much to say right now, except that:

a) Those dailies are done, so my posting schedule will now resume its normal erraticism.

b) AGH two papers to write in two days along with work and hiking up the mountain. I just have to keep thinking that, come Tuesday, I will have freedom for about a week and after the 18th.

c) The Black Mages III: Darkness and Starlight is pretty cool - they covered The Extreme, which made me happy, and Distant Worlds is pretty nifty, but best of all, they did The Dream Oath. That's the FFVI opera - I didn't know it had a name. Anyways. I was happiest about the opera - I mean, c'mon, rock opera. Awesome, right? And it is. The music behind is all recognizable and up-beat and lovely, and the narrator starts in, and Draco, and all that stuff, and it all sounds really cool - right until the female vocalist starts singing, in the iconic Aria.
AUGH. Shut your mouth, bitch. That isn't singing, that's someone opening their mouth and expelling noise whilst quickly punching themselves in the throat. I heard someone use the term 'sheep vibrato' to describe a singer once, and that's exactly what's going on here. It's awful; I can't imagine Celes even attempting to sing like that.
The rest of the track almost redeems the vocalist, but not quite. I dunno how I'm going to be able to listen to it. I want to, I really do! It's just... Yeah.

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Stoled from Guin and Butter~ [31 Mar 2008|09:58pm]
Pick a character of mine, then go here to generate 5 random numbers between 1 & 100. Comment with the character name and the five numbers, and I'll answer the five corresponding questions from this list.

You can list the same character as someone else, as long as the numbers you pick are different!

Just for convenience, I'll put a list of the folk I've been playing lately (whereas 'lately' means 'I've probably played them in the past two or three years', hehe - I think the full list is at way over 200 by now).

Character list )
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Socks [31 Mar 2008|06:52pm]
A lot of my socks are not in very awesome condition. Quite a few have holes, or are starting to wear pretty thin on the toes or heels. This doesn't stop me from wearing them, of course – they're still good socks – but it is admittedly hard to wear a sock when it falls from the hole-y line to the limp-pile-of-thread line. The dryer also does its fair share of eating away at my sock collection – it takes many a sock to keep a dryerbeast satisfied.

One doesn't ever want to mess with an unsatisfied dryerbeast.

But beasts aside, the easiest way to replenish a fallen sock collection is, of course, to go out and buy more socks. This requires actually going out someplace that isn't school or work, though, and is therefore unattainable in any usual week.

So I chose to do things the hard way; I've moved from knitting hats to knitting socks.

Except for the fact that the sock takes at least four times as long as a hat (so far, and this is just one sock, not even talking about the second of the pair), and that the stitches are getting all unsightly and seperated where they join up to make the tube, and that trying to shape the instep is making the sock eat me, things are going just peachy.

I may have a pair of malformed, misshapen, gap-laden socks (and they were supposed to solve my problem with gaps in socks) in time for next fall. Whoo.
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Eggs [27 Mar 2008|06:40pm]
They mock me, they do. I only found two thirds of them, and the rest are just laughing away at me.

The easter egg hunt is a revered tradition around here, but I (in my wisdom) taunted my father with the fact that they were so easy to find last year; couldn't he actually bother trying to hide them properly?

Well, I got what I asked for, I guess. There were sixty of the little chocolate things hidden around the house, and I found exactly 41 of them. The rest are still wherever they're hidden, and I've got no idea where they might be. I've looked behind pictures, under trinkets, in drawers, in pots and vases and boxes galore, and they're just not announcing their positions at all.

This means, I suppose, that I'll be finding them throughout the next year, unexpectedly. Nothing says 'happy easter' like stale, half-melted eggs half a year later, I suppose...
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Two more dailies. [19 Mar 2008|08:52pm]
Green )

Apostrophes )
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